Gemini Lyrics

Little Sister

Little sister
Where are you going ?
Little sister
I can't find you
Little sister
How do you feel ?
What's in your head?

Is he worthy, that man of yours ?
How could you forget ?
How do you close your eyes ?
How do you turn your back ?

Little sister,
I can't do this
And everyday I feel
Less and less guilty
That I don't like you
And I wish with regrets
That you just wouldn't be
My sister

Little sister
How good do you sleep ?
Little sister
Your mom's crying
Little sister
Why be so cold ?
What's in your heart ?

Is it worth it, that life of yours ?
Can't you see I'm caught
'Tween a wall and a rock,
My anger and her pain ?

Would it kill you
To pick up the phone
When mom calls you ?
I hope you're happy
With your brand new family
I hope you know
What this is doing to me

Little sister
Don't count on me
'Cause everyday I feel
Less and less guilty
I want to hate you
And mom would cry, you see,
If she knew that I wish that
You just wouldn't be
My sister

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Kill My Flame

Too loud
Shut your mouth
Too proud
Bow your head
Don't look now
Close your eyes
Let's not deviate

If you push hard enough
Maybe you'll get me
If you try to choke me
Maybe I'll suffocate
Maybe you'll kill my flame

Cure me
So you say
Healthy distraction
Turn it off
Come to bed
Don't be corrupted

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Don't go getting yourself
One more addiction, distraction
Come on, girl, empty your head
It'll be so much easier

If I hold on a while
Maybe you'll let go
If I let you choke me
I'll never be happy
But you can't kill my flame

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Mon Fils

J'me déteste, mon fils,
J'ai des remords
Gros comme ta mort
Chu désolée, mon fils,
J'voulais pas m'emporter

T'avais quelques mois
Ton papa croyait en moi
T'a laissé près de maman
Pour qu'moi j'veille sur toi

Tu pleurais fort
Je t'aimais fort
Tu pleurais fort
Je t'ai pris fort
Un peu trop fort

J'ai paniqué
J'étais fatiguée
Mais c'est ma rage
Qui a décidée
C'est pas moé qui t'a tué

Tu pleurais fort
Je t'aimais fort
Tu pleurais fort
Je t'ai pris fort

J'ai des cauchemards
J'vois ton petit corps
Tout près d'la mort
J'vois ton petit corps
J't'ai pris trop fort

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Flowers

Pretty lilies
All around my house
They say that I'm strange
Such a pretty face

It's a shame
That awkward way of living
And that weird music you hear
When you walk by her house
Doesn't she know she don't belong
In our perfect little town ?

No, not again
Please don't tell me
That you can't see
What I'm trying to do here
Seems obvious to me
I'm on a mission
To rid my head of demons
Leave me be
Leave me be

Come along here now
My little white flowers
Help me recover my soul
I think it got lost
As I was walking through the deep dark woods

Look at the freaky girl
Walking down Main street
Talking to herself
You know, she talks to her flowers too
Don't let your children
Get too close to her

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Come along here now
My little white flowers
Tell me, do you know a cure
For this conscience-free mob
That led me to walk through their deep dark woods

I wish you'd just leave me be
I'll just live my quiet life alone
I don't care, you see,
what ever you say,
I don't care, you see,
you can't get to me
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Personal Angel

She makes me laugh
She's a true gift
And it makes me cry
When I look too hard at her
And I know I'm blessed
When she smiles at me

And I feel love for her
And I feel she's an angel

She rains on me
And I feel safe
She paints my colours
Like a rainbow through my soul
And she's every song
That ever touched me

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And long ago I stopped
Trying to keep my pen from writing
Or my heart from singing
That she understands

Chorus

A personal angel standing by.

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I Wanna Be Alone

When you say the meanest things in the world
When you say you really don?t care
When you say that you could live without me
That a me with you is a me that?s quite lucky
You don?t know I?m dying to try and see

I know I said I loved you
But I don?t know what to feel anymore
It?s crazy
Nobody knows how I feel
How to bring me the comfort
I need and I wanna be alone

You say one of these days I?ll be sorry
I?ll look back and see how I was happy
Don?t I know that no one else could love me
That you?re the only one who can tolerate me
When you could have every woman on bended knees

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I?m not made to think
I?m here to serve
If I know what?s good for me
It?s not you who say
It?s God, you see

I don?t think you really love me
And you don?t care that I need to be free
You hurt me

Nobody knows how I feel
How to bring the comfort I need
I wanna be alone
Sometimes I?d rather be alone.

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Words

Words
Words are hard
Words are harsh
Words stay buried inside
There's so little around
That could belong to my world

Wrong, am I wrong ?
Am I true ?
Am I queer, am I weird ?
I know well what it is
But just can't yell it out loud

What do you do with words
When there's no one to tell them to ?
What should I do with fire
When I can feel my skin
Burning into many shades of black ?
And what if I like the fire ?

Bad, is it bad ?
Is it foul ?
Is it just in my head ?
What is bad ?
What is wrong ?
Who decides what is right ?
Would my words be sins
If I just acted them out ?

How do I deal with words
When nobody likes to hear mine ?
Why should I put out the fire
When I can feel my skin
Burning into many shades of black ?
And what if I want the fire ?

My words are deemed vulgar
Before they even come out
So I keep quiet and wonder:
" What if I opened my mouth ?"

How do I say the words
If no one can agree with mine ?
Don't wanna stop the fire
From building and building,
Consuming and burning my insides
'Cause I know I like that fire.

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Feathers

Just another one
Of your feathers
You blow the bird
But you deny it
Then you accuse everyone else
Of serving as draft

Catch, catch your feathers
Don't let them
Crowd my yard
Don't let them
Cover my grass

Wine red little house
Covered in feathers
The wind brought them
Wind you say we push
But the Mistral
Everyone knows
Is harboured by you

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Try, try to catch your words
Hide not your face anymore

Chorus

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Pale (January)

They call me a pale girl
Who lives in a dark house
And sings to the moon
And hasn't got all of her head

I'm January girl
In my January world
In a black black room
And no one ever visits me

It's insanity
There's a crowd in my head
And a tear on my cheek
January is cold
January is winter
January is lonely
Through the eyes of the pale girl

I'm mending the pieces
Of my black broken heart
One by one again
Soon I'll have to do it once more

I'm January girl
I bake January cakes
In a dirty oven
I eat them though they taste bitter

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And every once in a while in my January world
There's a bright June sun
That warms my January heart
For a little while...

Chorus

See, I am the pale girl
Living in a dark house
I drink January water
Sleep, January girl

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Ghost Story

Down at the graveyard
Creeps a little ghost:
Help me! help me !
I've lost my way !
'Was supposed to be in heaven by now
But I lost track of time
When I stopped to play

T'was quite innocent
T'was only a game
I might have scared a kid or two
I don't fancy hell
'Rather not go there
But heaven's gates are shut
I missed the last bus

Woo-hoo ! phantom life !
That's the only thing left for me
'Won't be so bad, boo-hoo !
I'll be real scary !

I'll get the hang of it
I'll practice so hard
I'll find myself a house to haunt
Beware to y'all. I have a good memory
I'm sure to come after you
If you ever messed with me

Woo-hoo ! phantom life !
'Guess that's what it'll be for me
Chasing you around, boo-hoo !
Should be so funny !

Woo-hoo ! phantom life !
That's not such a cruel destiny
I'll make you cry, boo-hoo !
I'll be so happy !
Scary !

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Feels

Be my release
Be as near as you can
You know I feel
My heart should crack and shatter
Whenever you leave my side

Reach for my hand
Let me know you're still here
It's quite simple
And complicated, you know,
How well you complete me, love

Oh, feels like I'm gonna die
Feels like I'm finally alive
When your arms become your embrace
And you're there
To pull me out of harm's way
Feels like I'm whole at last

Your warmth is peace
Your words know how to heal
You know I feel
My heart should never again feel
If I lost what's in your eyes

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It's oh so easy for you
To see through me
When you hold me
When you breathe in time with me

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Tabula Rasa

Wish you could see
See things my way
I want but your lips
But your smile

I didn't mean wrong
So let me make you forget
Lethe's bramble in my hand
My flowers for you
Rest, my love, it'll sleep
Underneath your pillow

Won't let night fall between us
Mournful and grim
Know me now for all you love
No slights and sins
Tabula rasa...
Tabula rasa...

I'm turning black
But I don't mean wrong

See, I need you, love
So let me make you forget
The little gem has darkened
My present for you
Love me, love, stray not now
Sleep in my arms tonight

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Purge you mind
Love me now
Tabula rasa...

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I See You My Love

Too many minutes
Since you've been away from me
And our bed is getting cold
Come back here, surround me
Let us be entwined
Let your gentle heat soothe me

I see you, my love
Wanna feel you, my love
Wrap you around me
Tighter and tighter.
I could suffocate
But I don't

'Cause it's you, my love
Not a pale imitation
Not a sorry settlement
With you I feel serene
Forget all my tears
Let me sink in your caress

I see you, my love
Wanna reach you, my love
Feel you beside me
Closer and closer
I could lie to you, but I don't

And each day more
You grow on me
And I wonder could I breathe without thee ?
Please, reassure me
Don't be a dream
Not just a beautiful dream

I see you, my love
Want to be taken, my love
And feel you inside of me
Deeper and deeper
And I feel no shame
No, I don't

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Dance

Little girl goes her way
Little girl bites her tongue
Not pretty enough
To look in a mirror

Yes, there's a green monster
In my tiny closet
It wants to pull out my hair

Someone came by
Filled my aquarium with now
And it killed my fishes long ago
And no one saw the Easter Bunny
Hiding under your bed
Keep it really quiet
Daddy's trying to sleep

It's a little dance
That we do
We pretend
And it lets out
In the music
That I write
And we hide
From our Gemini

And strawberry ice cream
Got stuck down in my throat
Milk has turned sour
Right out of the goat, oh no !
Yes, that's the tooth Fairy
Hanging on to my mouth
Is it that big of a crime ?

It has come my time
To keep my goblin inside
'Cause what would mother say if she knew ?
No one sees 'em,
All over my skin
There are thousands of tattoos
I can't roll up my sleeves
It's much, much too cold out side

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Suicidal little girls smile
Fishes swim through blizzards
Oh and I still keep on eating
That shit that's strawberry ice cream

Chorus

It's a freaking game
That we play
We're not true
And we all know
That it's breaking
Us inside
And we hide
But don't hide
From your Gemini

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